FUCKING DAY

today woke up abit later..and then quickly get ready and off to school..first time walking to school using my old route..and first time direct went in to school..step in school with a nt tht very happy with face..school like nomal and slept in english and science lesson.this few days my row gang keep talking bout breakup since zamri had a break up..den i keep thinking..and thinking..and thinking..is my time coming NOW???!!! or izzit never...den make me sad again..makes me feel wanna cry la..but nvm..whole day no mood..bt still try to smile even though its fake..after school was abit busy..went down for NDP rehearsal as need to be advisor..some people were jealous of me i think la..teaching the juniors were fun but they need to listen more as they like to talk alot..sadded..so half way teaching the dikir guys call us up cos late fer performance and den we rush up to get change.. sad for Sharil he don have any costume cos all cannot fit in..Ms tan join the last and she get the costume..haha..after dikir went fns with they all..farizah keep wanting to go..if nt alrd landed up at lor 8 market..den slowly walk hm.slack all the way..try to talk but end up quarrel again.den offline sister use comp den i supposingly go eat for dinner but end up fall asleep.so never eat dinner for today.. My sis ask me to ask rena along this sunday to go escape theme park..but sad to sae she going for her NPCC OUTING to sentosa..so just sae she not free and busy studying on that day.. I THINK SOONER OR LATER SHE WILL BE BORED OF ME AND I THINK THT THING WILL HAPPEN..I GUESS.. CAN SOMEONE COME AND KNOCK MY HEAD TO JUST WAKE ME UP..I REALLY THINK I NEED THAT!!!! ARGH!!!! I'M SORRY OKIE!!!