its the end

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The story of us ends not long just now..
i still remember the first time WE WERE TOGETHER..
it happen just like yesterday.. and cos of someone.. tings end just like that..
things end at the same place where it started.. i'm super sad now.. but like i say..
for the sake of her happiness.. i'm willing to let her go..
even now i really wann be back with her.
but yet im trying my best to get the fact that we are off..
I WANNA BE BACK WITH HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH GOD PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEAR ME!!!!!!!!! TURN BACK TIME!!!!!! OH WELL.. NO USE.. THAT WONT HAPPEN.. NVM..
let loneliness be with me.. haiz.. =' )
when i heard her answer just now.. i really wanna breakdown.. but instead of that.. i smile and start to tink of sth stupid just to contrl my tears.. showed her wat i done specially for her and that is when i start to teared.. my special moment with her since 2006.. and todae last day of our very special moment..=''''''((((

TO RENA;
OUR END IS HERE.. AND I REALLY THINK THAT ITS TIME FOR YOU TO MOVE ON TO THE BETTER PERSON WAITING.. WE HAD WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE TRYING OUT ALL SORT OF STUPID CRAY STUFF AND EVERYTHING..AND NOW IM WILLING TO LET YOU GO NOT COS THAT I DON LOVE YOU NO MORE BUT I WANT YOU TO HAVE A HAPPIER LIFE.. I KNOW YOUR LIFE WILL BE MUCH BETTER DEN UR LIFE DEN ME.. SO YEA.. I;LL TYPE TO U MORE SOON YEA??AND YEA..LIKE I SAY TOO.. EVEN THAT WE ARE OFF..MY LOVE TO YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN THERE.. SO WHEN IT PAINS I KNOW WHY.. SO I NO NEED GO FOR CHECK UP YEA?

31ST WANNA GO OUT?


TO KANG MING;
SHE CHOOSE YOU TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE. AND I LET HER GO JUST COS OF YOU.! SO! YOU DON EVEN DARE TO BROKE HER HEART! IF YOU DO, I'LL MAKE SURE THAT YOU'LL REGRET.. OK!!!? I'M SORRY TO SAY BUT YOU BREAK US APART.. SO PLEASE DO THE RIGHT TING SINCE YOU GOT HER YEA.






WELL.. ITS NOT EASY TO SACRIFICE MY LOVE... I DO REALLY LOVE HER.MUCH MORE DEN I LOVE MY SIBLINGS.. SHE IS THE MOST IMPT TING TO ME. EVERYTIME GO OUT ALSO MUST BRING HER ALONG. NO RENA NO LIFE.. ARGH!!!
I SHLD HAVE MAKE A WISH TO SANTA TELLING HIM THAT I WANT RENA FOR CHRISTMAS..BUT..YEA..HAIZ.. FUTURE..LETS NOT TALK BOUT IT.. MY LUCK IS GONE.. MY GIRL IS GONE.. TINGS JUST GETTING WORST WORST AND MORE WORST.. HAIZ.. AND FOR NEW YEAR.. MAYB I DIE READY LE.. IF IM STILL ALIVE.. I WISH TO CELEBRATE WITH................................................................................................................................. YEA...
OK LA.. I'M SPEECHLESS.. CNT SLP CNT DO ANYTHING..

BYE READERS..

I'M KILLING MYSELF...

SIGNING OFF
iZzuan
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